Bell'e Choisir - we'll get through !

i do not claim copyright to the song -- the song owned by artist all rights goes to aril lavigne !!! errrrm, ayeee i know some of the footage you have seen before but it just reflects etc etc . errrm yehhh theres a lot off camera thats happened such as a rear !!! i mean i wouldnt expect belle ever to rear but anyway she did and i was on my own and ayee id had enough tbh , and that was last monday but then i buckled down to it and lunged her then decided to to let her have time off etc , the jumping session where everything seemed to go wrong was before the show, and thhat fall i now is pathetic and i shouldnt have fallen off but she was a very difficult ride tht day , however no excuses i shouldnt have fallen off !! full stop !!!.. my riding was appauling tht day !! this video makes me abit emotional i dunnno, i love this mare loads and yeahh we will have our bad days but the good will over shine them !! i will never give up on this mare i really will not !!!! we have **touch wood** become closer again and will work together than fight against each other !!! but hey ive just got to stay calm which is easier said than done by all means but im up for it :) i was sooo proud how well my mare has come along i was looking at videos of when i first got her and gahhh shes tried sooo much for meee !!! i do really appreciate it from her !!! sorry for the essay guys could write loads more but wont bore youuu !! hehe lovesss xxx