The Cheater - 32 Part1

Ok, so as you know my grandma went through surgery a few months ago to remove her uterus due to a Cancer and now she starts her radiotherapy and I will be the one going with her, so I my upload a bit late or things might come slowler than it is right now and I wanted to let you guys know, but for now enjoy the episode. Demi was sitting on her bed, all the papers lying beside her as she let her hands run through so many photos, papers and postcards; after her conversation --in the lack of a better name for it- with Joe she couldn´t help but look at all those things, she couldn´t help but to sit down on her bedroom for hours, reminiscing all the good times. She still had a few tears running down her cheeks from time to time, the feelings of Joe´s thumbs running across her cheek still seemed so vivid and she hated herself for letting all those thoughts about him coming back, all those feelings that could get her knees to go weak returning to her when all she wanted was to move on with her life ad forget about men in general. She heard the doorbell ringing and took a deep breath, getting up; judging by her lucky lately, she could only think it was Sam by the door, once again trying to get her to get back to him. Walking down the hallway was never so hard and when she finally opened the door, she let a smile come to his face, realizing it was Pixie and Rachel "Glad you guys are here" Pixie raised an eyebrow, rushing in as Demi wrapped her arms around her in a tight hug "What happened, Demi?" she asked as Rachel walked in, keeping a confused look on her face. "Dems, why you´re crying so much?" Rachel asked worried as Demi pulled away from Pixie, wiping away her tears. "Joe came to the studio today...it wasn´t easy at all" Pixie pulled away from her, raising an eyebrow "And you guys talked?" Demi shook her head, running her fingers through her hair before she closed the door; she walked over to the living room with the girls and took a sit on the couch, rubbing her face. "I screamed at him, didn´t allow him to speak and then started crying like crazy...the most impressive thing was that he only tried to talk, to get whatever he has inside of him out, but I seriously don´t want to listen to him trying to make excuses for what he did to me" Rachel crossed her arms, shaking her head as Demi looked up at her a bit confused "I think it´s time you sit down and listen to the man, it´s been seven years and you´re still pushing him away when he clearly has something to say... and he knows why your mom hates him so much, if you give him a damn chance to talk you will figure out all these things, so just stop building this walls around you when all you want is to be with him once again" Pixie bit her lip as Demi got up, shaking her head. "Be with him? No I don´t want that, I want to stay away from him and just..." "And that´s why you can´t even look at him in the eye? Cuz you don´t feel anything at all? Stop lying to yourself, Demi, you still love Joe and the mom