Mockingbird w/ Lyrics

Just me having fun!! If anesthesia were a method of choice I’d choose it today Otherwise this pain Will never go away You say I’m tired of hurting you Well I’m tired too But choosing not to love me Is just hurting me and you How can so many memories Not mean anything at all I can’t even sleep Without wanting to give you a call Every detail reminds me That you’re the chosen one God said you’re my blessing You can’t deny what He has done I comfort, caress, and love you in my heart and my soul I try to live without you But I fall further in a hole That hole consists of LIFE A year and a half of you That controls my every thought I can’t even split in two I remember the first week Like it was only today Calling you from the beach Watching the sunset, I would pray I prayed just like you did I know exactly what u said You ask God to bring me cuz you was empty and dead And God brought me for you He knew what you needed Someone who never let you walk out Even if she pleaded You tell me I’m not strong And that I cry too much I’m the strongest there is and Baby you have never seen such For when you find the girl That sacrifices her own life The one that sees you use her Yet wants to be your wife Even when you call me After it’s been quite awhile I hold myself up strong When you walk out, I just smile I’m stronger than you’ll ever be but you think you a man then why you in a fiery furnace aint asking for a hand ] Some calls those abused Crazy beyond measure But I know why they stay; They only see what they treasure And I’ve done that too long Thinking you always right My disease is loving too much I blind myself out of sight And it took me ‘til now to realize It was never about me You fooled me to think I was selfish When selfless is what I be And selfless I have been So unsure of things I let myself go And sorrow is only thing that brings I can’t watch you do this The weight on me is way too strong Baby this for you Cuz I’ve been treated way too wrong How can you live every day And not think bout me The bed, the ipod, the shoes, the clothes, I’m sorry they won’t free I want to give you Everything that I can But you take me for granted And that’s not part of the plan I know for my all life They’ll be no one like you That day down on your knee Made a spark between us two And as I choose to move on The hardest thing to know Is that both of us will settle With someone that’s shallow LaDamian Amere Stephens Brought so many smiles Like the first time you kissed me And you looked in my eyes I have so much to say to you And words just won’t do the thought of me and you not happy… man If you had a clue get your life together Think about what MOMs would say you think she would be happy If you talk to her today How would she feel About the way you’ve treated me You say your mom deserved better But baby what about me? I love you with all of my heart Forever I will My heart belongs to you Nothing can change the way I feel But as I c