Trusting Trust (Nelena One-Shot) Rated R - Part 2

'Dont. Ill just get my things and Ill leave. For good.' I started to sit up and he grabbed my wrist. His face was beyond worried. 'No no no, wait.' I couldnt help but give him a chance to explain things, I stopped moving. So he could continue. ' This is such bullshit. I swear I dont know anything about that. I was not having a party. I sat in a board room and listened to speeches and pitches and shit, I swear. Selena, please. I love you way too much to ever do something like that to you ever. I promise. Dont you trust me?' There it was that question. You know the answer but you never want to really say it. I do trust him I think.. I slowly nodded my head because I believe him for some reason. I dont know if its my dedication towards him or my ignorance. I said I was sorry and he cracked a smile once again and he leaned in and slowly kissed me as he stood up but I brought him back down onto the couch with me. I was so happy I didnt care if Nick wanted to sleep, eat or shower. What he was going to do was me. He obviously had the same thought because he was ripping clothes off him and me faster than anything. I didnt mind of course. Before I knew it Nick was buried deep inside of my thriving body and I wanted more I swung my hips upwards to meet his on the way down so our bodies would collide. I knew Nick liked it rough and so I would bite his ears and sometimes his shoulders and I would dig my nails in his back and roar out his name in lust. He gets tired he brings me on top of him. I was also pretty tired so I took advantage of the fact that the couch we were on was bouncy. I moved up and down bouncing down on his hard cock making him groan my name. I love when he wants me, when he needs me. I took his hard thrusts and rough kisses in-between breaths. He rolled me back over so he could take control once again and he got off of me out of breath and stood up.. 'Wh- what... where are you going?' He looked at me and grinned, a mischievous grin and I knew he had something kinky in mind and I didnt object. I smiled at him and he told me to wait a couple minutes and he would be back. I brought my hand up to my forehead to feel how hot I was and then I laid back on the couch looked at the floor and I saw it. A white piece of paper sticking out of Nicks back pocket of his jeans on the ground. I looked over the back of the couch to see if nick was still in the bathroom and then I reached for it. I prayed to god it wasnt what I thought it was. I opened it and I found a lipstick kiss.. And these words. 'You were AMAZING, call me ;) - Vanessa' With her number at the bottom. My eyes filled with angry tears. Im so stupid. Im so so so so stupid. I knew I should have trusted myself when I somehow didnt trust him. But I always give in. I looked over the back of the couch again on the verge of tears I stood up slipped on my heals and put on my trench coat that hit mid-thigh. I should be alright to leave in this it looks like I should be wearing a