1254.13 MILES AWAY // 49 HD

MARATHON TIME....exciting episodes coming, especially from this one :) Pixie walked over to Joe, who sat by the couch, looking down at his hand; she handed him a mug of coffee as he smiled up at her "What are you doing to yourself, Joe?" she asked, sitting on the coffee table as he raised an eyebrow "Don´t look at me like this, ok? You´ve been here for two weeks and you´ve been sad, quiet...you don´t belong here anymore, can´t you just admit that to yourself" "I don´t know what you´re talking about, sis" "Yes you do...almost five months ago dad sent you to Oklahoma, after a few days you realized you actually liked to be there, to be with aunt Jenna and Mike, then you fell in love..." he stared at her, taking a deep breath as she grabbed his hand "...you fell in love with Demi and you realized how much that place still meant to you, you didn´t want to admit, cuz you ran away from there and you put in your head this was your place on earth, but a part of you realized the moment you fell for Demi, that you had also fell for Oklahoma again and now you´re standing here, in the city you say you love so much, the city you belong and what do you do? Absolutely nothing, you don´t work, you don´t go out with your friends, you barely leave the room, this is not you and you know why? Cuz the real Joseph was left in Oklahoma, beside the woman he loves, besides his aunt and cousin, he was left in a city he loves, he forgot he does, he doesn´t want to admit he does, but he loves and if you don´t man up, get up and fight for Demi and for your place on earth, that is Oklahoma, you´ll be a sad, miserable man living in Los Angeles just to prove a point to your father...you´re a better man than this, I know, dad knows, mom knew too, so please just admit to yourself, you don´t belong here anymore, admit that you love Demi and go fight for her, cuz right now she hates you, but she hates you cuz she didn´t see you fight for her, she didn´t see you do anything to prove her that you wanted the relationship to last, right?" he nodded slowly, keeping his head down as she took a deep breath "If I were you, this is what I would do...I would get to know Megan better, talk to dad more often, wait for the wedding, it´s just two months away and them pack your bags, go to Oklahoma, tell Demi you love her and be where you want to be, in our farm, taking care of the business...I still remember when we were kids and you looked around, saying that was all yours and one day, that farm would be so big, everyone would know your name, where´s that man now?" "He´s still here" he whispered as she nodded her head. "So make sure people see him" +++ Joe took a deep breath, walking down the path that leaded to the gravestone and looked around the place for a while; he kneeled down, letting his fingers through the gravestone as a few tears formed on his eyes "I miss you, mom...I know I promised to stay by your side forever and I actually only came here once, but I want you to know, I didn´t do