NEVER LET YOU GO! JOICK ONESHOT

JOE i held his hand tight. watching him breathe softly from a tank of oxygen. watching him lay in the hospital bed all brusied and beaten. all from his dad. its my fautl all it.my fault tears burning at my eyes threatening to poor. my cheeks swallon and tear stained my mouth dry and numb from not eating or drinking my skin rough and dry from not moving from his side and batheing my body sore and stiff from not sleeping my hand rusted in his not letting go wanting in every language to tell him how much i loved him and wanted him to come out of the coma and be safe again wanting nothing but him in my arms again to hold and never let go if he goes i want it painless and peaceful for him days,weeks,months,a year,has past and still no sigh of him waking up my skin as pale as can be from no sunlight my voice cold and hard from not speaking how can i speak the love of my life is laying her lifeless barely breatheing,barely hanging on i miss his kisses i miss seeing his beauitful brown eyes fluttering so softly his breathe taking smile that blows u away everything about him i miss his loving touch everything... my heart throbing to here his soft whispers again i miss his soft warm arms around my big waist but all of that will never been the same.. i sat there with my head on his bed tears fling from my eyes waiting to feel him wake up i yerned to her his soft loving voice his teddy bear eyes that i could get lost in forever but something supprised my i felt his hand tighten around my i arose my head a soft tear spilling from my eye as i saw his big beauiful teddy bear eyes and that soft smile i soon her his beauitful voice flow through my ears like soft bashful music "j-joey" he said so loving feeling my heart with joy i engolfed him in a hug holding him close i cold feel him hold onto me like he used to i smiled brightly soft happy tears flowing down my cheeks i felt him soft small hands rub across my cheek wiping my tears away i reached down placeing my hands on the back of his neck kissing him softly loving the feeling of his soft luios pin k lips on mine kissing passinately yes thats the day i got him back and promised that i will never let him go he is my life my everything with out him im nothing he makes my world and without him init it just comes crashing down like a earth quack has erupted... he is my everything