Why I haven’t uploaded in over a year. (Warning: Horribe audio quality and voice.) HD

I’m sorry that I haven’t uploaded on this channel in over a year. I have to say, I don’t really have any interest in Animal Jam not video-making anymore- to be honest, I prefer video-watching. Also, sorry about my horrible voice, I literally couldn’t understand my own English at certain points so if you can’t understand it either then I’ll add subtitles. Is this the death of my YouTube channel? I hate to say it, but it probably is. Or maybe it’s not. I honestly just don’t know what to do. I want to make videos, but I don’t want to have to make them.. I wish I could make them in a second. I’ll see if I can make videos in the future. If not, then I’m sorry. This isn’t an official goodbye- but that doesn’t mean it can’t turn into one.